the state of having mixed feelings
or contradictory ideas about something or someone.
Lately, I have been suffering ambivalent feelings about this space.
You know the questions – “Why am I doing this?” “Who cares?” “What do I have to share?”
Struggling to find topics and images that are worthwhile.
But a strange thing happened. As part of the move from my self-hosted site to this new address, I am working my way through all 470+ blog posts, updating internal links. And as I traveled back in time, through post after post, I realized that I am proud of what I have created here. Proud of the words and images I have shared; proud of the growth that I have exhibited, both as a photographer and a writer.
My future blogging direction may still be uncertain. Determining what I want for this site going forward into 2014 is still unknown.
But regardless – I will always have this – what I have created here and shared with you for the past three years.
And it has been good.